break me

Still working on this one..

Break Me

You have it but act like you don't.
You have me but act like I don't exist..
This reality isn't fair.
This heart held in your hands..
As fragile as I stand,
On sheer will I am..
This damage to my psyche
Was there before you found me.
And all while I'm drifting,
This current pulls & pushes me along,
Against the rocks on the shore,
I keep screaming nevermore to the silence..

You don't comprehend how
My heart is in your hands..
I'm pleading for you..
Not to break me.
Promise not to break me.

I couldn't survive again,
These cuts will never mend..
Unravelling at my seams.
Looking through me,
Phase right through me..
I guess I'm something to pass the time..

A distraction in your eyes..

Never ask cause you don't care.
Never care cause I'm not really there..
Pretty words to pacify..
Non-existant in your eyes,
I was so blind..

I'm consumed & the fire is killing me.
This shell wasn't made for this journey.
Killing my soul slowly,
Permantently hollow..
You promised to tread lightly,
But your heavy as a stone..

Reniged on your word,
Purgatory you've placed me in..
Promises like sand,
Seep through my shaky hand.
No absolution from you..

I'm busted, broken & sliced in two..
Damaged, unrepairable by you..
You promised not to break me..
Then why am I in pieces...

Copyright 2011 Saturday'sChild

100Monkeys Videos

As most know, I am a 100monkeys pusher.. (They're like CRACK MAN!!!)

So I wanted to share a few vids of them. I love sharing Monkey Crack! I'm a junkie..lol And there is no MonkeysAnon either.. Guess I'm up the creek..

'Junkie' at ViperRoom 11/29/09


'The Beatles' Improv song 11/29/09


Courtesy of Vision2Vision

And these are from the guys official YouTube page. Drop by & show them some love!!

'Ugly girl'


Sleeping Giants (my fave)



Courtesy of 100Monkeys :)

Malfoy Can SING!!

So I'm browsing You Tube and lo and behold I stumble across Tom Felton aka Draco Malfoy of Harry Potter fame, singing! IMO, he's good. I'm all for original music and I wanted to share :)

Not Fair!

So I'm like a fan of Lily Allen and there is a new video for Not Fair which is off her new CD, It's Not Me, It's You. The song takes on a topic most of us gals know quite well...PE..haha! If you don't know what PE is (besides Physical Education), then just listen very closely!

Kristen not a 'Social Networker"?

In a report published today in the Winnipeg Sun, Kristen Stewart of Twilight fame disses the social networking trends of Twitter, Facebook, etc, while discussing her character in her new movie, Adventureland.

"It connects us, but I think in a superficial way..." she stated. "People will be over it eventually. It's fun right now; it's a novelty."

Wow! Coming from someone who has a large internet fan base. The more interviews I read and see, the more she starts to come off as a self-righteous little girl. In another article, she flat-out dismisses her tween/teen fan-base. I really don't see how actors can diminish fans who would plunk down their hard-earned cash to support someone who really could give a crap. Back in the day, critics used to dismiss rock and roll as something that would not last...

VH1/MTV News Posting Interview with Kristen Stewart

Here is a new interview from MTV via VH1 with Kristen.
She talks about New Moon and future sequels and her feelings on a woman directing Eclipse.

Check it out!

Here!