Cast Hangs Out In Vancouver

The cast of New Moon and Stephenie Meyer had a nice outing at Blue Water Cafe and Raw Bar in the Yaletown area of Vancouver last night. Dakota Fanning, Rachelle Leferve, Jamie Campbell-Bowers, and Taylor Lautner were also in attendance. Also appearing but not photographed was Selena Gomez..Hmm...And of course Rob and Kstew were there as well and were seen together as well..









Thanks to one of my Twitter sources and Radar Online

TWICON

As many know, I will not be attending Twicon due to two things, 1. finances *cries* and 2. I'm supposed to be studying at the American Academy of Dramatic Arts for the summer (that is if I can get the tuition paid in full by June 22nd :(. So with that in mind, I need a favor. As some know I have like a lust crush *laughs* on a certain Twilight cast member and he will be there at Twicon along with his band who I support whole heartedly. *smiles* (i heart my monkey men!! See I want like pictures, autographs, video (especially of 100Monkey's show :D), peeps saying hi Galli/Camille wish you were here type thing..lmao, etc. So to whoever helps will be my bestest friends for life and I would be in deep dept to you :D I already have one of my friends at Twifessions doing something huge (hehe) for me (well if she still goes along with it..) and it would make this down and out girl so blippin happy!! And yeah I know some of you are going to order tix for the brunch with him (YOU BLOODY BETTER GET THOSE TIX PEOPLE!!!) Coffee, tea, Jackson... Sweet Niblets!!

There is something about that Texan with those eyes that just...*insert unheard mumbling here*Lawd help me! lol So, since we all love Twilight, I say..HELP a lady out !! lol And you know what, I even have an EXTRA unopened copy of Twilight here and I will give it away(including postage in the US) to WHOEVER does the most awesome thing.. Yeah I know who doesn't have the dvd, but hey... Its an incentive :D

So if you are game for the Gallifrey experiment, Leave me a comment below :D

Jackson Rathbone Interview...And Banager :D

I stumbled across this interview with Jackson after one of the 100Monkeys shows in Vancouver. In the vid, he talks about The Last Airbender and the difficulty of booking shows and upsoming shows on the East coast. You can also hear his accent as he speaks..Damn man!! *swoons*

"Immm gon' have ma cake and immaa eat it too! annndd iaaaa dun even like cake"


Hehe Enjoy!!

Biggest Loser

I have been watching NBC's Biggest Loser this season and I am completely inspired! These severely overweight people should be role models for all those struggling with their weight. Many people think that it is because overweight people are lazy and constantly eat anything. In some cases its true and some it is genetic or thyroid problems. I think the person who inspired me most was Ron of the Brown team. He has been overweight his entire life and his health was bad. He was on so many meds that he could open up a pharmacy with what he had. He had also tried everything under the sun to manage his weight. Not to mention years of carrying around that weight impacted his joints and knees badly;but he persevered. His son, Mike was morbidly obese as well.

These two are just some of the people I found to be inspiring. Another one is Tara. When she arrived she was almost 300 lbs! I sympathised with her in many ways. I am not the size of those contestants, but they are all similar to me and my struggle and I know that if they can do it, even with all the health issues and joint problems, then so can I!

Fustration

I am starting to hate my family.. No, wait, I don't hate them..More like envy. When they want to do things, things just magically appear and they can achieve their goals. Me on the other hand, must be on someone's shit list or something because I'm frustrated! I'm pissed because the biggest opportunity in my life might pass me by because certain people think its frivolous and decline to help! I don't ask for shit from them, but some bloody support and they don't care. But if it pays off they they will reap the benefits.. I accept their dreams, their goals and ambitions, but do they accept mine, nope. I get told its stupid and I should'nt do it. Meanwhile I ask for a favor and what I get is a responding no.. I feel like I am trapped beyond saving and if things don't change, I will die. Emotionally, physically, spiritually.. I hate feeling trapped.

I hate feeling that there is nothing I can do! It is May, my session starts in July and the deadline is the 22nd of June(I got an extension). I am beyond angry and I just want to shut down. Actually, I have shut-down.. I don't want to do anything but achieve my goals. It is strange, I go through all of this and get accepted only possibly might have to say, "no thanks. I can't attend." I busted my ass to get accepted and they don't bloody care! Some people ask the symbolism of why I call myself The Reject. Well, I feel rejected. I try so hard to fit into their ideals and wants and the moment I achieve something I'm proud of, that will not only help my career, but it is something I love, I get rejected by the ones who supposedly have my back in everything. It's not the first time either. And I have realized the lack of support I have now.

If I could run away, I would with nothing but lint in my jeans. No one seems to get it. I guess they like their life they way it is..But I don't! I have dreams, goals, aspirations.. Someone told me not to die unfinished. Told me make your dreams happen.. When I dream, I see my heart's desires and the life I want, the places I want to see, the things I want to do.. Why do I feel its fading away?

I tried this once. I was forced to do something else. This is the second time.. If I am not able to take the first steps forward, you might not see this reject any longer... In any aspect. That is how deeply I feel.